SOMETIMES  

sometimes I miss the honest pain of people I used to know

inside of nowhere

searching for new experiences

trying to find and figure out

everything

by emptiness

stoned and hyperactive in the same time

could not find memories

moreover words to say that

I try

try

try

try

thinking I am killing some oportunity

instead of knowing I am finding something new

in myself

trought the surroundigs

through the people I think i know

cause I ever thought Iknow myself

mistakenly

eating every bite like it was the only one

try to see what is now

and what could last

nothing and everything

let it pass

(from the archive 2016)